Its been a long day, ran arnd the island with momma, buy textiles, shampoo. Yknow necessities. Then we were at the Watsons buying shampoo, then we were talking about my cousins early pregnancy, then momma told me that while she was carrying me, she ever thought of aborting me. Like wth momma, you didnt hafta to say that. But at least i'm still living lah. (:

&&then i thought, what the world would be like without me. HMM, not much of a difference right? I mean i dont know, but yeahh. &then i thought if my momma had aborted me that year she found out she got me (1993) , then would i be born again? As in born with another pair of parents? Then what type of life would i be leading? Would i even be chinese?

&what would the world be like? Onethree will have another register number 13, ij dance will have another dancer. And the world will have one less fat person! : / I mean seriously, thats all right. Just proves that i havent achieved much huh.

So what the hell, i dont think i have made much of an impact in the lives of the people arnd me, as in they would still be living as well as they are without me right? Okay, you see, i havent really done much for them. And the thing is, i dont know how. : / Now, i am getting far-fetched. And this is getting draggy. Oh myy marie, dont tell me youre having suicidal thoughts.

Now mindy is telling me abt game her friend is playing. Its like youve gotta buy this "racket" and then you sit in front of the television and start hitting the air, while the sensors will detect the direction youre hitting. Can you just imagine how retarded that'll look? WAHAHAHA, FUNNY SHIT.

I'm giving up on you.